HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Tomorrow is mother's day. Almost everyone rush to shops looks for mother's day gifts. My mother is gone I wouldn't do shop for her no more so I thought to write few words about her. My mother is a strong woman who gave birth to ten kids. One child lost even before she become three months old if she lived she would be one of my older sister. We are middle class family raising nine kids I can't even imagine, but she raised her kids bearing all hardships that make she is a strong woman. She was full of compassion, and very kind hearted. She never said no to her neighors who come to her asking little money promising to return in shortyly, she help them anyway she could but she never went behind them asking it back. She shared her food with poors in our village, if a poor person come to our home she never let them go empty stomach, and empty handed she gave away whatever she could some time it is raw rice, vegetable, even usable cloths. Only thing I know she went through a tough life and some time she lost her temper. As mother now I can understand her tempter even those days I got angry with her. Since, I am a one of younger from such a big family I couldn't do much for her when I am able to do so because she fell sick last few years of life she lost her memory(Dementia) she hardly recognised my kids. Also, I was away from the country.  If I can bring her back to her life even for few days, I want to show her how proud mother, and grandmother she would be, her all children are having a good lives she never even  thought of, she also  has  such beautiful, well mannered, well educated grand kids, not only that she has a lovely great grand kid too. Mother be proud of your kids we all are doing just fine. According to our religion(Buddhism) we believe reincarnation, if my mother is having a another life by now  I know she must be born to generous family with all luxrious, and I dream to have a such a storng, kind loving, compassionate mother in my  next birth, and every birth. HAPPY MOTHERS DAYS TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!